Pieces of Cake

Speechless now....now I know that.... When I kiss him, there's no doubt When I'm angry, He knows it When other people hate me, He hates those people too...:-) When I ask him something, He tries to make it possible When I speak, He listens When I'm sad and crying, He's there to comfort me When I miss him, He calls me on the phone and talks to me When I'm in no make up, He smiles to me gently and says that I'm better when I'm looked like that :-) God, is this real? Can I ask You a question: If I can tell all my sad stories and be myself toward a guy, Is that mean that He's The One? Well, I truly hope so...

I don't know why I'm always easily mad on small and trivial things. Especially mad at my loved one. I don't know the reason..I just hardly know.. There are always things that he did or say that drive me mad. I'm just astounded, what's happening with me? What's wrong? I feel I'm not the person I used to be. Well, I used to have tolerances to other people, affections, love, care...But why I can't tolerate small and insignificant mistakes that he did (that I'm sure he didn't do it on purpose)? First, I blame the hormones. I have an irregular period since the first time I got it, and I guess it's the pioneer of making my feeling up and down, including my feeling toward my loved one. One day I miss and love him, the next day I hate him and regret my decision of taking him as my loved one. Sometimes the feeling just turned upside down in minutes (!) Sometimes, I am sad for hours..thinking about his past with his ex..yupp, things get very irrationa...