And I confess....
I don't know why I'm always easily mad on small and trivial things. Especially mad at my loved one. I don't know the reason..I just hardly know.. There are always things that he did or say that drive me mad. I'm just astounded, what's happening with me? What's wrong? I feel I'm not the person I used to be. Well, I used to have tolerances to other people, affections, love, care...But why I can't tolerate small and insignificant mistakes that he did (that I'm sure he didn't do it on purpose)? First, I blame the hormones. I have an irregular period since the first time I got it, and I guess it's the pioneer of making my feeling up and down, including my feeling toward my loved one. One day I miss and love him, the next day I hate him and regret my decision of taking him as my loved one. Sometimes the feeling just turned upside down in minutes (!) Sometimes, I am sad for hours..thinking about his past with his ex..yupp, things get very irrationa...